Wow... I didn't even get the chance to start this blog properly, and I already have started slacking off posts. Well, that's because this bhakta has unfortunately been pretty busy with material life. But hey...
No matter the utter business of our every day life (I work for 11+ hours everyday and am gone from home for about 14 hours per day), I want to believe there's always time to maintain a spiritual mindset. If anything, it is essential for us busy people. If we don't stop to think about what we've done and where we are in life, there is simply no reason and no rhyme in this life. I just hope that I'm getting somewhere with mine!
So on a personal level I have been practising a lot with mantras recently, especially in the morning in order to dispel those bastardy negative feelings. Yup... waking up is NOT easy for me and I usually wake up in kind of a bad mood. But now I am making a bit of progress. Just repeating a mantra on the inside seems to help a lot in keeping negative thoughts outside the main picture. It grounds me and it clears away the grumpiness, so everyone should try for their own sake.
There is always a question of whether we should follow a specific school or if we should just sample many plates and combine knowledge of different spiritual paths. For the time being, I simply have not found a straight answer to that. Even after all this time I am still not 100% dedicated to a certain path even though I deeply feel attracted to a few. Somehow I do feel that it's only right (and an important goal) to devote myself to a personal meditational deity/protector, and when I finally decide, I feel I should be adamant about my choice. This world has many good things to offer on every level, but at some point we still have to make our choices and stick to them.
I guess it's OK -- there's no hussle, I'll just take my time and decide when the time's right. And that's a point I've been missing for a long time. Since I feel I've been making a bit of progress and these are intense times, I'll just post this following song in order to remember the good times :)
Narasimha is a very popular deity from the Hindu religion. This
mysterious, wrathful God who is widely worshipped by Hindus and Hare
Krishna's, is a personal protection God and a destroyer of material
desires:
Lord Nrsimha is the incarnation of Lord Krsna that appeared
to protect his young devotee Prahlada. He appeared as half-man
half-lion and killed the envious, atheistic demon, Hiranyakashipu
who was materialism personified (hiran-gold, kasipu-soft bed).
Devotees pray to Lord Nrsimhadeva for protection and to kill
their material desires (www.harekrishnatemple.com/nrsimha.html).
There is one particular story around Narasimha that is very famous. In
it, Narasimha manifested in a half-lion/half-human form and killed
Hiranyakashipu, an evil king who intended to become immortal. You can
read the whole story at the end of this post (the excerpt is from
Wikipedia).
In hardcore, Narasimha has become famous through the cover of the Cro-Mags' legendary Best Wishes album
(1989). This is perhaps the first ever hardcore album cover to feature
aesthetic elements from any type of religion. It is also one of the best
examples of spiritualism in hardcore, as the whole record (even though
it is practically a thrash metal record) encapsulates the violent,
righteous energy that hardcore often packs. One of my personal favorite
old school NYHC records, too!
Narasimha and Prahlada
The story of Narasimha as described in the Bhagavata Purana is as follows:
In his previous avatara of Varaha, Vishnu killed a rakshasa known as
Hiranyaksha. Hiranyaksha's brother Hiranyakashipu, greatly angered by
this, started to abhor Vishnu and his followers. He decides to attempt
to kill Vishnu by gaining mystical powers, which he believes Brahma, the
chief among the devas, will award him if he undergoes many years of
great austerity and penance. This initially seems to work as planned
with Brahma becoming pleased by Hiranyakashipu's austerities.
Brahma thus appears before Hiranyakashipu and offers him a boon that he
will personally make true anything he wishes for. In reply,
Hiranyakashipu pleads himself to be made immortal. He said he did not
want to die.
"O Brahma, give me victory over death" he said. Brahma replied it is
not possible. But he could bind his death with certain conditions. To
this Hiranyakashipu requested Brahma as follows:
O my lord, O best of the givers of benediction, if you will kindly
grant me the benediction I desire, please let me not meet death from any
of the living entities created by you. Grant me that I not die within
any residence or outside any residence, during the daytime or at night,
nor on the ground or in the sky. Grant me that my death not be brought
about by any weapon, nor by any human being or animal. Grant me that I
not meet death from any entity, living or nonliving created by you.
Grant me, further, that I not be killed by any demigod or demon or by
any great snake from the lower planets. Since no one can kill you in the
battlefield, you have no competitor. Therefore, grant me the
benediction that I too may have no rival. Give me sole lordship over all
the living entities and presiding deities, and give me all the glories
obtained by that position. Furthermore, give me all the mystic powers
attained by long austerities and the practice of yoga, for these cannot
be lost at any time. Brahma said, "Tatha asthu" (be it so) and vanished.
Hiranyakashipu was happy thinking that he had won over death.
One day while Hiranyakashipu is performing austerities at Mandaracala
Mountain, his home is attacked by Indra and the other devatas. At this point the divine sage Narada intervenes to protect Kayadu, whom he describes as 'sinless'.
Following this event, Narada takes Kayadu into his care and while under
the guidance of Narada, her unborn child (Hiranyakashipu's son) Prahlada,
becomes affected by the transcendental instructions of the sage even at
such a young stage of development. Thus, Prahlada later begins to show
symptoms of this earlier training by Narada, gradually becoming
recognised as a devoted follower of Vishnu, much to his father's
disappointment.
Hiranyakashipu eventually becomes so angry and upset at his son's
devotion to Vishnu (whom he sees as his mortal enemy) that he decides he
must kill him, but each time he attempts to kill the boy, Prahlada is protected by
Vishnu's mystical power. When asked, Prahlada refuses to acknowledge his
father as the supreme lord of the universe and claims that Vishnu is
all-pervading and omnipresent. Hiranyakashipu points to a nearby pillar and asks if 'his Vishnu' is in it:
"O most unfortunate Prahlada, you have always described a supreme
being other than me, a supreme being who is above everything, who is the
controller of everyone, and who is all-pervading. But where is He? If
He is everywhere, then why is He not present before me in this pillar?"
Prahlada then answers, He was, He is and He will be. In an alternate version of the story, Prahlada answers, He is in pillars, and he is in the smallest twig.
Hiranyakashipu, unable to control his anger, smashes the pillar with
his mace, and following a tumultuous sound, Vishnu in the form of
Narasimha appears from it and moves to attack Hiranyakashipu. in defence
of Prahlada. In order to kill Hiranyakashipu and not upset the boon
given by Brahma,
the form of Narasimha is chosen. Hiranyakashipu can not be killed by
human, deva or animal. Narasimha is neither one of these as he is a form
of Vishnu incarnate as a part-human, part-animal. He comes upon
Hiranyakashipu at twilight (when it is neither day nor night) on the
threshold of a courtyard (neither indoors nor out), and puts the demon
on his thighs (neither earth nor space). Using his sharp fingernails
(neither animate nor inanimate) as weapons, he disembowels and kills the demon.
Kurma Purana describes the preceding battle between the Purusha and
demonic forces in which he escapes a powerful weapon called Pashupata
and it describes how Prahlada's brothers headed by Anuhrada and
thousands of other demons "were led to the valley of death (yamalayam)
by the lion produced from the body of man-lion" avatara. The same episode occurs in the Matshya Purana 179, several chapters after its version of the Narasimha advent.
The Bhagavata Purana further narrates: even after killing
Hiranyakashipu, none of the present demigods are able to calm
Narasimha's fury, not even Shiva. So all the gods and goddesses call his consort, Lakshmi,
but she is also unable to do so. Then, at the request of Brahma,
Prahlada is presented to Narasimha, and finally he is calmed by the
prayers of his devotee. Before parting, Narasimha rewards the wise Prahlada by crowning him as the king.
